I'm trying to resume a balance of peace and normal within my psyche. Overwhelming grief has been with me since Friday. Making sense of what happened is far, far away and will never be understood.
What is normally a happy time of the year has turned into a sad disappointing time for everyone.
Yesterday I made the Christmas treats for my neighbors and friends. I was hoping some holiday baking would help my mind travel away from the sadness. It helped some. I can no longer watch the news. It makes me cry each time I watch.
Even though I'm sad I also feel it's important to carry on and celebrate the blessing of Christmas.
I'm praying for the family's every day. I will especially pray on Christmas. I'm praying specific prayers. Praying they will find comfort and peace and that God will share the spirit of love and mercy with each.
Words cannot express my sadness.
Enjoy caring and sharing holidays.
Warmly,
Jill 00
